Dear Destiny,

Only if I knew how you felt about me.
Only if I knew how much I meant to you.
Only if I knew how much longer I could bear this overwhelming feelings I have for you.

Do you know I have been in love with you, you have become the sweetest person I have ever known that I want to be with?

You put a smile on my face, you make me feel comfortable, and you see my good sides and tolerate my littel quirks. Even if you tell me that I cannot be with you thousands miles away, I want you to know, you are and will be in my heart.

Now, I am writing this letter to you, thinking how your days have gone by, when I can see you again. Tears trickling down my face because I love you and need you more than ever.

Only if I knew how you felt about me.

I miss you.

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On my screen you came
out of the blue,
Awakening my heart from pain
to feelings before I never knew

We are both scared
of the road fate has shown
Two souls paired
to a destiny still unknown

Should we choose to meet
and tempt these hands of fate
It would take two, for the odds to be beat
To lead us to eternity and heavens gate

Should we choose to not
would our minds constantly wonder,
Was that the one I always sought
On that do we dare to ponder?

For you have touched me deep
I long to hold you for all time
To be mine, forever to keep
For us to share a lifetime

I want your passionate kiss
to take my breath away
Never want to miss your touch
while in each others arms we lay

So now the decision is ours to make
I'll treasure you whatever may be
My heart is here for you to take
Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me.

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You are so very ... you know that I always use so many different words to describe you and our love that it's just become, simply, you are so very. And this is how: How I love the man I am now, and how much that gets to me when I think about how you've shown me how to be that man, intentional or not, and how you've allowed me to be that man. How I dream of the day I can finally pledge my love to you, forever and always, and receive yours in return. How even just the thought of your beautiful smile can turn my entire day around, not to mention when I actually get to see it. How you make me want to shout at the top of my lungs for all to hear how much I love and adore you. How I love to share your worries. How I can see every curve and feature of your face, and know how it feels to brush against your cheek with mine.

I will love you forever and a day, my love. You are so very much.